tak puas hati.

hari nie boleh la nak dikatakan hampir nak sempurna la..xde ape ape yg jdi..

tp last2 baru je td..ade la adegan yg agak x menyenangkan jadi.

fasting.

aku x paham ape masalah org tua yang mampu puasa tapi x puasa..

sedangkan budak2 kecik pun mampu puasa..knp x kau??

ape alasan??

Be Thankful Please.

dalam hidup nie ape yg kita dpat kadang-kadang kita tak besyukur kan?

dalam case2 nie:

1- dah kurus nak gemok , dah gemok nak kurus.

2- dah sememangnya cantik tapi kata x cantik.

3- tuhan dah bg peluang rebut pahala , kenapa mesti merungut ?

bnyak lagi sebenarnya..tp x blh nak berfikir pulak time nie..

punca utama tulis entry nie sbb taching tgk ceta PONDOK BURUK. kasihanilah pada parents yg dh besarkan hidup kita , mereka dah jaga kita dari kecik hingga lah kita berjaya bagai menatang minyak yang penuh.. TP kenapa bila dah besa , mak ayah kita mintak tolong skit kita dah merungut ? knp ? ade pulak yg sanggup tinggal kan mak ayah dekat rumah org2 tua?? ak mmg BENCI dgn org x reti besyukur bila dah bejaya...x sedar diri.. x tau langit tu tinggi ke rendah..sedarlah.....mak ngan ayah kita la yg wujud kan kita kat bumi ni..jgn riak dan takbur sgt dgn kemewahan yg ade sampai lupa tanggugjawab...

kenapa aku tak reti mengarang ?

bukan nye x reti lah . tpi tak bkesempatan nak mengarang .

cuti 4 bulan nie , full time job I jadi nurse . hihi

my mom now is getting better . Syukur ALHAMDULLILAH..

FAMILY portrait...

Oh Oh some deep shit
Uh uh

Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful and it's
Tearing me down

I hear glasses breakin'
As I sit up in my bed
I told God you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said
You fight about money
'Bout me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter

It ain't easy, growin' up in world war 3
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family

Can we work it out
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better
Mommy I'll do anything
Can we work it out
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better
Daddy please don't leave

Daddy please stop yelling (stop)
I can't stand the sound (can't stand the sound)
Make mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around (yeah yeah yeah)
My mama she loves you (I know it)
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too!

I ran away today, ran from the noise
Ran away (ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way

It ain't easy, growin' up in world war 3
Never knowin' what love could be
But I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it did my family

Can we work it out (Can we work it)
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better (I promise)
Mommy I'll do anything (Anything to keep you back)
Can we work it out
Can we be a family
I promise I'll be better (I promise I promise)
Daddy please don't leave
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/p/pink/family_portrait.html ]
In our family portrait (In our family portrait)
We look pretty happy (We look pretty happy)
Let's play pretend, let's act like it
Comes naturally
I don't wanna have to split the holidays (no no)
I don't want two addresses (no no)
I don't want a stepbrother anyway
And I don't want my mom to have to change her last name!

In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Lets go back to that
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Lets play pretend, act like it
Goes naturally

In our family portrait (Can we work it out)
We look pretty happy (Can we be a family)
We look pretty normal (I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that (Mommy I'll do anything)
In our family portrait (Can we work it out)
We look pretty happy (Can we be a family)
Lets play pretend (I promise I'll be better)
Act like it goes naturally, (Daddy please don't leave)
Oh lets go back Oh lets go back

In our family portrait (Can we work it out)
We look pretty happy (Can we be a family)
We look pretty normal (I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that (Mommy I'll do anything)
In our family portrait (Can we work it out)
We look pretty happy (Can we be a family)
We look pretty normal (I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that (Daddy please don't leave)

Don't leave... don't leave... Daddy don't leave...
Don't leave... Daddy don't leave...
Daddy don't leave... Daddy don't leave... Daddy don't leave...
Don't leave... don't leave...
Turn around please

Remember that the night you left
You took my shining star
Daddy don't leave...
Daddy don't leave...
Daddy don't leave...

Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night

Ooh no Ooh no
Ooh no Ooh

memang malang.

smalm.......mmg hari yg sgt40x malang untuk ak dan A..

jalan2 weekend org nak happy2 kan..ye x?? tapi kami x...mula2 je happy..

time nak balik mmg sumpah ak ckap DISASTER gle..mula crita nye..jalan kat parking bawah MINES..jalan pnya jalan, carik kenderaan kami...bila dh jumpa ok la..BUT!! ak ttbe tgk xde pape pun kat moto 2..MANA HELMET NYE??? dua2 helmet hilang..mmg sakit hati ak tgk..sedih pun ade...dh la bnyak gne duet A.. nie bnda lain plak yg timbul..mmg menyusahkan..knp dlam2 bnyak2 lagi helmet yg cantik..helmet kitorng nie gak yg nak dicurik nye?? b#%^^H..dh la kne nek balik kat mines 2 g amik duit..lepas dh amik duet kne g kat moto plak..BERANI MATI redah crik helmet ntah ade kat mana ntah...baru jalan skit je......polis plak ade ttbe smpai..panggil suruh g kat dorg..xpasal2 plak dh..kang kne sman ke ape ke mati la plak...mana nak dpat duit nye kan..lepas miintak ic la lesen la...nasib baik lepas dari disaman..tpi disuruh nye crik helmet plak time 2..g la A ni carik...ak pun dduk dgn polis 2..da agak lama skit A g crik helmet, polis nie suma g blah........ade ke patot tinggal ak sorang2..kot2 ade org simbah asid ke ape ke..mati ak..nasib baik la xde pape jadi...mmg malang laa...tensyen ak..dh la hujan..nak gerak g mana2 pun xleh..huhuhu...IM SORRY A~~~ :(

self - ish

i'm disappointed!!!